more dreams...

been sober for a bit now

been dreaming more and more for nights already

every time it becomes more and more vivid

from dark to gray now its a technicolor of sorts..

a palette in rainbow..

with a recurring theme and scene..

saying goodbyes did left its mark..

woke up sobbing, my eyes full of tears..

remembering that fateful night..

I smiled.=)

I know now that my heart being taken good care of..

lots of friends supporting me, cheering me up, family getting closer..

very very nice feeling.. my baby is always with me..

I'd cry every waking moment even every night because I know I'm being taken cared of..

I am happy.. there's just no comparison..

I believe it.. I know it.. I feel it.. I need it.